todae sian.
but then still got something to sae. everyday onwards after you hated me i am always quiet in class not that i never talk but is that i never talk alot nowadays. people seldom talk to me or care about me, only the malays and my netball friends.
i know you hate me now but then i dont want to repeat the thing again the second time. i got hurt once before and i dont want to get hurt again.
when i was young my "good friend" (i thought she was) suddenly out of a sudden hated me like you did. i didnt know that she hated then she called me and said all those nasty things about me.from that day on i cried and cried and i had forgotten why am i crying.
until you hated me i remembered it again and i didnt know what to do but to repeat the things that i done. i saw your blog i replied you the way you said me.
you thought i was going to start a fight but its not.
you said i was your sister back again i was very happy but when i went to school i dont feel the same as before. i didnt want to be alone and nobody does so i know you still hate me, i went to hang out with my other friends so that you will not see me.the days after you hated me my closes friends didnt called me,message me or talk to me.
maybe now you dont hate me anymore or maybe you do, i just want to tell you that how great to have a friend like you.
we smiled together , we talk about things together, we laugh about things together, we sing together, we talk with each other on the phone but all this is done in the past. 
